Originally Posted 10/1/17 Ok.... let's get back to it. Week 32..... I had taken a break because of what was happening in the world. There was so much disaster that I could bring myself to continue with the rest of the sessions. It's time to move forward.... sometimes we just need to be reminded of what we've forgotten about ourselves. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Fear... a prescription for death September 23, 2010 This week didn't hesitate to bring me yet another revelation. When confronted with my past I saw for the first time how I allowed someone else's fear to control my life. It was a very rude awakening. A much needed awakening. I was not always as strong as I am now. At one point in time I would have done just about anything to please those who were closest to me. I would have given until I was empty to simply not have to live in fear. How sad to think that I had no self worth. How much sadder to think that someone would have taken advantage of that fact. What part of my life did they control? My ability to make a sound decision... a sound judgment on what was best for me. Their own fear paralyzed me. I gave up openly praying. When one has no faith at all they fear because they have become empty. This person judged me... crucified me for believing so strongly in prayer. For believing in something that cannot be seen, except for the end results. The problem was... they were their fear. It had consumed them. Given enough time it would have consumed me too. I have learned so much since those days. The very most we can do for the ones we are close to is to simply be ourselves and share our souls openly with no expectations. There is no fear when we simply accept what life has to offer. If we give for the shear joy of giving... it is always returned to us. Fear... a prescription for death Sitting here trembling in someone elses fear, Why, tell me why I can't seem to think clear. What is this cloud that is held over me? What will it take to set myself free? What is missing inside of them? Why do they look at me and so easily condemn my every thought, my deepest feelings, my very soul? Because they can't afford to let me become whole. If I were to gain my senses back their fear could no longer attack the very thing that could destroy it most truth, trust, faith... there are a number of hosts. Fear itself is a prescription for death, for it would drain our very last breath. Yet I stand strong within my Soul for I have taken back my power...now I am made whole! created by Dawn Ellen copyright September 2010 Each week I ask you to join me in prayer. This week I wish to thank you ... each of you... for sharing in prayer with me. For sharing your lives with me. I am grateful for each of you. You have all made a difference in my life. You have brought life to my world. Because of you I am stronger than I know. Yes it is by God's own hands. Yet each of you are his messengers. May you be blessed with Love to fill your Spirit, Laughter to fill your Soul, Light to ease your way on this Journey and a thousand tiny Miracles to make your Heart sing. Many hugs... Dawn
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